Long distance, time difference

Busker across the street
put me to sleep
Made me forget this heat
Glorious sunshine
slowly fades at nine
dims the skyline

I’m trying to fall asleep
when you half open your eyes
to your sunlight
Is your side of sunshine newer than mine
or am I just always behind

sometimes I wish you could see what I see
with your own eyes
wish I could see what you see
without technologies’ guise

but it makes you realise
how big and marvellous
the world is
when my photo of dinner
is exchanged
with a photo of your breakfast

the world continues
as if this was a mundane fact
as if you experiencing life
in an opposite lighting
is just in my writing

I long forgot
living a different time slot
you are still in my thought
it means a lot

I miss you when I see you

How did it all happen so fast

All we talk about is the past

Nothing seems to last

 

I miss you when I see you

the you I knew

is battling

and never settling

 

it is not your fault

normal life came to a halt

I don’t know how to tell you

I don’t know how to be

I don’t know how to prepare

 

How do you explain your anger

towards something abstract

the way it kills you

kills me

 

How do you make sense

a pain so immense

without pretense

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Evil Eye

You spoke without affection

that is nothing like protection

She is in pain

But you are not humane

And it confuses my brain

 

Do you see too many of them

So you’ve become numb

Do you not care

It is not your welfare

It is bloody unfair

Something I cannot repair

 

It kills me to watch

Over and over

She’s become slower

You’ve become colder

 

I wish you’d turned blindness

Into kindness

Hey, May

I can’t believe May was over

I am still a loser

Struggling to reach closure

.

A gig a week

Keeps my taste sweet

How do you spare room for feelings

When you are busy riding rollercoasters

.

Hangout that was overdue

Gave me something to look forward to

Thank you

.

Closure may never come

At least something begun

And I’m not done

Until it’s overcome